home sick

Alright, so I'm not as bad off as this picture makes me seem. I've just had a pretty rough couple of weeks and i won't go into details because i know you all know; i just wish i was at home not having to deal with it. What that thought bubble is really saying is, "i wish i could still be a little boy." Being an adult is rough. I've put off growing up for so long that becoming an adult seems unattainable, as if i waited too long and am stuck in perpetual childhood. A "man-boy" for the rest of my life. I'll join the circus and tour the country frightening little children everywhere. This might have been my future at one point, but i feel differently about things now. i feel that i have a goal; i know what i want to do and i just need to figure out how to do it and that is why I'm here. So i might be home sick and a little down from time to time, but overall I'm content. I'm learning. I'm growing up.

- johnny